We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Pleading for Judas.

by Daniel Horton

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

1.
There is somethin' bout' a Sunday I am hard pressed to explain An altar bathed in stained glass candlelight And the oldest in the building Knows the building is twice their age And yet hasn't missed a service in their lives They had revival in the 60's But it never was quite too clear As to just what made the devil that afraid Cause it hurts me to admit it But there ain't much left to fear From the couple dozen faithful who remain So who am I to fight it? All this apathetic hate For the church who made my father sell our home? I got ash inside my bible Back in august of 08' When I watched the mercy seat go up in smoke Are we fit to pay our tithe With 30 coins of silver? The devil, you, and I The God I can't remember I am hanging from the rafters by a rope you people tied Yeah, I'm the masochist you made me But I still can't say goodbye.
2.
Fallen Angel 03:07
Fallen Angel Meant for resisting I've got his scent now He's got the best of me Lord knows I love him, but The lord is not listening And who am I not to obey? Fallen angel Meant just to tempt me My lord loves look don't touch Evidently And so my bed will stay Half empty Except for when I'm lying wide awake If I could If I could I'd let him go But is it good? Is it good For man to be alone? Must it be? That loneliness was made for men like us? This mild abomination That I'll jealously call love Fallen angel Meant just to spite me Those haunting wood-brown eyes God bred to blind me Oh what a cheekbone sprawl Oh how unlikely that This would be the way my heart would go If I could If I could I'd let him go But is it good? Is it good For man to be alone? Must it be? The pagan in this chest of mine dies young? This mild abomination That I'll jealously call love
3.
Can we go down to church I'm craving pretty words I need some minor chord to teach my heart to feel I need some worship band To tell us all to stand When no one even has the nerve to kneel The harvest field needs service It's time to slash and burn it All in our western sort of way Who knew I'd see God's worst When I went down to church today Can we go down to church I'm craving country first I need those stars and stripes to cover up the cross I need iraqi blood To fill the altar cup I need to never think I'm wrong Stand and salute the flag That slaughters men in mass And then They'll call me up to pray Who knew I'd see God's worst When I went down to church today I need that straw-thin Jesus Lord I need eisegesis Yeah, I need somethin' he would hate Who knew I'd see God's worst When I went down to church today
4.
Here I am with my heart raised to heaven Biting the lips that I barely can move As I croak out a prayer of confession That I doubt is gonna get past the roof So if I'm supposed to feel your election Was this doubt that I'm feeling foreknown There is power in the blood and pretensions But I don't know If this blood on my fingers, is somehow my God's Or if that's just from clawing for hope God what has this come to? Am I on my own? Inside of my head I have no question But inside of my heart I don't know Cause what if I love you? But what if I don't? It doesn't make sense But he needs no defense Well isn't that what I've been told? I don't have the answers But what do I know? I don't have the answers But what do I know?
5.
Driving home, for the weekend But I shuddered as I crossed the county line It's only Easter, I'm glad to see them But church ain't felt the same in quite some time Thank God for worship, the team is amazing I used to make it every Thursday night But now I'm a good three hours away So now I barely play But to say its for the better ain't a lie Dim the lights, its time for service And I'll watch the better men climb on that stage Its been forever since I worshiped At least not in some superficial way They'd never judge me, no one's perfect Do you think that they can tell I've lost my faith? Calling out the SBC, might've cost me my degree But honestly they'd be a little late And yet they love me And yet I hate it I've always been a mess at keeping friends God you made me so apathetic How am I supposed to love you if I can't? Have you doomed me in preelection? Is there a way to meet me where I am? How am I to feel "the call?" I can't feel anything at all Lord even Thomas had to see the hands Does Judas burn in hell? But God he killed himself Forgive him, lord I know that kind of grief How strange for you to be So willing not to see The lengths to which I go to just believe
6.
What strange condition I am down upon my knees Worshiping a King I barely love My father listens To each sacrilege I speak The same fingers on these strings Are covered in his blood But I'm still singin' In my own unworthy way With nothing but his mercy And a debt I'll never pay God bless these worthless things That my mouth can't help but say Bless the hymn I'll never play Worth half the praise you're owed God bless these two left feet That can't help but lead and dance Bless these two unsteady hands Still bloody with the God they've aimed to please And though they won't I still can't help but try So father bless these filthy rags of mine I can't debate it Every word left on my tongue Every breath inside my lungs Will go to waste I hate to hate it But when this set is said and done Every chord I've conjured up I may as well have never played So I'll sing these sterile words from off the wall But this tune my tongue so stammers seems to barely be a song And yet you say you welcome my respect? However small? How strange for you to be So willing not to see The lengths between enough and none at all God bless these two left feet That can't help but lead and dance Bless these two unsteady hands Still bloody with the God they've aimed to please And though they won't I still can't help but try So father bless these filthy rags of mine
7.
Fallen Angel Meant for resisting I've got his scent now He's got the best of me Lord knows I love him, but The lord is not listening And who am I not to obey? Fallen angel Meant just to tempt me My lord loves look don't touch Evidently And so my bed will stay Half empty Except for when I'm lying wide awake If I could If I could I'd let him go But is it good? Is it good For man to be alone? Must it be? That loneliness was made for men like us? This mild abomination That I'll jealously call love Fallen angel Meant just to spite me Those haunting wood-brown eyes God bred to blind me Oh what a cheekbone sprawl Oh how unlikely that This would be the way my heart would go If I could If I could I'd let him go But is it good? Is it good For man to be alone? Must it be? The pagan in this chest of mine dies young? This mild abomination That I'll jealously call love

credits

released April 8, 2023

license

tags

about

Daniel Horton Charlotte, North Carolina

Daniel Horton, although young and full of potential, creates music meant to enrapture and impact the heart. Using minimalist and folky instrumentation, his goal is to draw attention to the deep lyrics and heartfelt poesy of his art, in an attempt to create an experience both moving and personal. ... more

contact / help

Contact Daniel Horton

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like Daniel Horton, you may also like: